The Ultimate Creatrix

While I was sewing all those little triangles in my Creatrix series I was thinking that it would all be worth it as I could enter some of the Creatrix quilts into the 2024 Quilt Symposium . But when the conditions of entry came out and it was stipulated that any quilts entered must not have been exhibited elsewhere or shown on social media. I was gutted that they wouldn’t be seen by the wider quilt community.

I began thinking about what I was going to do, I didn’t have the headspace to be thinking of a new design, after I have done a year of creating these pieces I need a rest before I start creating my next series and I didn’t feel that I had the creative capacity to come up with something new. So, I thought let’s not reinvent the wheel, I can do something with what I have in my Creatrix series. I started making components with a vague idea of where I wanted to head.

In amongst this I was not looking forward to another winter in Twizel and said to The Builder that we needed to settle on a place to live – he said okay, find something. We had been looking at the Tasman area for the past year but, although we tried, nothing was gelling for us there, and we were concerned about the distance from family. So, I went into the real estate website typed into the search boxes what I wanted and ended up with three properties in the Canterbury area. Long story short we drove up to Christchurch to view the properties. The property we were keen on was going to a deadline sale later that day. We both agreed, that was the property for us and put in an offer. We were the successful offer, and the vendor wanted settlement in three weeks!!

Back in Twizel I looked at what I had made so far and tossed up just forgetting about exhibiting at Symposium later that year, but I had my heart set on doing the piece it almost had a life of its own and was begging me to put the effort in. So I knuckled in and solidly worked on my entry. By the time we moved I had most of the components made just had to put it all together, so once we settled, I locked myself away in the office and I sewed until it was complete.

Creatrix: She Who Creates won the Art Quilt prize and Best of Show at Symposium 2024. I was very humbled and surprised to have won Best of Show. I’m so proud that my art is out there for people to see and that some people think its worthy of this accolade.

The Creatrix

Creatrix: Contemplation – Finding our unique voice takes courage, time and practice, its an ongoing, endless but ultimately fulfilling adventure, out into the wilderness of being

Over the past 18 months my life hasn’t been where I thought it would be, lol as life is sometimes!

I have been stuck in a weird, uncertain limbo waiting for the universe to show me the way to go. During this uncertain time I turned to the one thing that sustains and nurtures me (my soul), my creativity. Also being acutely aware of the approaching deadline to produce a body of work for our COOTS (Central Otago Outside the Square, Fibre Arts) exhibition.

Groping around in the metaphorical wilderness for inspiration for what my series would be, I came across an author; Lucy H Pearce and her wonderful books and publishing company. I latched on to her most recent book (at that time) Creatrix: She Who Makes. This book was balm to my soul. I bought the kindle version and I can honestly say I have never highlighted so many passages from a book in my life – it was just what I needed at that moment. I have since gone on to purchase the hard copy because it’s such a great book to dip into from time to time when you need a boost or a pertinent quote:

‘I am Creatrix,
Constantly becoming
Endlessly flowing
Without limits.
I am she who Dances,
One foot on the moon,
One on the Sun,
Thread of time in hand
And weaves
Through the stars’
Lucy H Pearce

This poem was the basis of my ‘Creatrix’ body of work.

Creatrix: Carpe Diem
To be a Creatrix is to dedicate oneself to the cycle of creativity, dive into our intuitive self for ideas and inspiration
Creatrix: She who Creates
A Creatrix creates art that is an expression of her inner world and a reflection of what she has sensed and/or experienced in her outer world
Creatrix: Lotus
You can’t have the beautiful lotus flower without the mud from which it emerges. A representation of the creative journey. (And life)
Creatrix: Stitch Witch
Being a Creatrix takes trust, courage and ingenuity to nurture the inner self and uncover the magic from within

Many of the fabrics in these pieces I have printed and dyed myself. They also contain layers of text, meaning and personal symbolism which, I think adds an element of complexity and depth to the work. Whether or not the viewer sees them or not is irrelevant – I know they are there and the infusion that those components bring to my work means a lot to me.

During this time ‘in the wilderness’ while I was making Creatrix: She who Creates, the first quilt in this series, I was often visited by a Blue Heron which is very unusual in this part of the country – I looked up the meaning of it:

This bird is known to bring good luck and prosperity to one’s life. It is a symbol of good luck, success, good fortune, and growth.
It teaches us how to become flexible and how to be patient while things change around us, but also how to use our intuition when making decisions and how to trust ourselves more often than not.

The blue heron is an excellent guide for those who are looking for new opportunities or want to make changes in their lives.
It teaches us that everything happens at its own pace so there’s no need to rush things along if we want them done right!

OMG! lol – I am not known to be the most patient person and was thrilled but a bit grumpy when I read this meaning – looking back now I can laugh but at the time I wasn’t happy to just hold tight and be patient (hurry up and wait) . I wanted to get on with my life but the universe had other plans for me. I am very grateful that out of this time came a body of work that I am proud of and that reflects my continuing tactile life journey. Although if I had known it would take nearly two years before I would move forward from this limbo I’m not sure I would’ve been so accepting.

This Creatrix series is currently on show from 22 March – 21 April 2024 at the Lakes District Museum and Gallery in Arrowtown, New Zealand with the COOTS fibre artists group – this is always an exciting, diverse and visually engaging exhibition.